had a weird night
a friend came over and we smoked and then he left and i was just really upset about being so far away from everyone on my moms birthday/easter. i'd like to eventually move back to ottawa for a bit. i dont know what i'd do with bee or my job or my collection of shit from goodwill though.
when i was little i was whitney houstons biggest fan and i wrote her a letter and my mom pretended to mail it and wrote me back
btw the new peaches album is amazing. check out the disco ballad that is 'lose you'. people are giving her shit for not being as slutty or vulgar or whatever but she obviously focused on the production on 'i feel cream' and it's so amazing and perfect i think.
BUT fatherfucker > anything
oh and LOST is blowing my mind. im going to need to re-watch this entire season because ive been stoned everytime i watched an episode but i just know that i will be a husk of a human being when this show is over.