GOLDENCHAINS

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 06:32:36 GMT

i saw 2 homeless people fighting outside of tim hortons yesterday. a man and a woman. he was threatening her and she ended up chasing him off by waving her fist. it was comical.

i had my last one yesterday. i swear.

i cant wait to just move and rearrange everything and do all the fun things you do when you move.

downloaded supposed former infatuation junkie and im reliving all my memories of that album :)
my parents hated her and once i made my nanny write out allll the lyrics from jagged little pill. i was such a little bitch.

im thinking about making a change too. i dont want to go into details but this shit is up and i am not having that.

okay thats it.

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 07:32:09 GMT

god damnit this is tough

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 00:22:56 GMT

update:

we found a new place for april 1st. it's hot.
i quit smoking 3 days ago.
i had a cat, and then had to give her back. long story, but she had one eye and was amazing.

Fri, 19 Oct 2007 06:34:47 GMT

It's pathetic how much Let Go echoes the way I feel right now.
My life can be summarized through Britney Spears lyrics. Ha.

Mon, 10 Sep 2007 03:39:44 GMT

I'm seriously reconsidering my fandom tonight.

I've had your back for a while. I was with you when you cut your tour short and never fully released a video for one of my favourite songs from In The Zone. And when you and Justin broke up and you gave that heart breaking interview to Diane Sawyer. And when you were dating Kevin. And still when you married him. When you were fat. And when you shaved your head. When you didn't release an album for four years but instead chose to release some half assed Greatest Hits album and a Remix album and that dumb ass Chaotic series. And when you went to rehab.

But god damn Britney this was your chance to show everyone you're serious about coming back. My mouth was open during the whole performance. I seriously still don't know what to say.

Get your shit together girl.

I don't know if I'll still strut down the sidewalk with Britney on my iPod with the same emotion I used to.

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 06:25:49 GMT

I bought a really nice winter jacket over the weekend.
I wish it would snow soon so I have an excuse to wear it.

Sat, 18 Aug 2007 05:20:03 GMT

I was reading through my own journal and it's pretty coded. I had to really think about what some old entries were about.

Anyways, I need to learn to accept the fact that I do have it and stop being so negative.

I downloaded a pilates video today. It looks pretty intense, but I need to get fit.

I did his laundry today.

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 06:22:30 GMT

You could be my dog
I would push your bail bonds when cash was tight
We could fall in love
I could be the apple of your eye
Let's just do it right now

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 22:18:05 GMT

'Woah' is all I have to say. I don't even know what I was doing a week ago without him.

Also, Robyn's new album is pretty slick. Girl brought it back.

Mon, 06 Aug 2007 21:23:55 GMT

I really hope all this works out. I haven't felt like this in a while.

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 15:22:17 GMT

oh hi

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 21:56:33 GMT

It seems like it could be a full time job sometimes. I guess parts of me want to do it, but other parts don't see any reason too. The outcomes do have some perks though.

As much as I want to make myself think I never met you, I did.
But I think I'm taking this all a little too seriously.

I need a change or something. This is all getting a little boring.

'so dust off your fuck me pumps'

Mon, 02 Jul 2007 04:06:14 GMT

i'm feeling pretty pathetic right now
it's kind of like the timing of everything is off

i'm beginning to paint again; i'm doing a portrait series of michelle (and maybe some of me)
that'll keep my mind off things

it was like 3 weeks ago, but i still regret every second of it
i feel filthy just thinking about it

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 03:21:46 GMT

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 03:00:22 GMT

Today was our last day with the kittens we were fostering. We brought the back to the humaine society tonight and I don't think I've done anything harder before. It was so heartbreaking to see them go.
They were good little christers and I really hope they find good homes.

Wed, 30 May 2007 04:43:49 GMT

Wed, 23 May 2007 03:28:21 GMT

The new apartment is super nice. I'm finally settled in and I love it. Our neighbourhood is so perfect. Michelle and I spent all Monday morning tending to our hot mess of a lawn. It looks pretty decent now.

We're fostering three kittens and their momma.

My brother told me over MSN that this grade 11 asked him out. I asked him if he said yes, and he said no. I asked him why and he said:

-zach- says:
cause i am saving money for a car not for a bitch
Matthew Steven King says:
HAHAHHA
-zach- says:
lol

I miss that asshole.

Tue, 01 May 2007 00:05:12 GMT

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Sun, 29 Apr 2007 02:55:16 GMT

We move into our new place on Tuesday. It'll be my first summer in Toronto and I'm pretty excited.

Voice Post

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 06:03:04 GMT

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 02:07:34 GMT

I'm in Ottawa for Easter. I got Hilary Duff's new CD for Easter.

I ate Chinese food for the first time in a while on Friday night.

Last night I got drunk at a bar in Kanata (pathetic, I know) with my girls. I didn't think I'd miss Ottawa too much this summer but I will. I didn't tell my grandparents I was coming home for Easter, and when I surprised them they were so excited. It made me feel really sad.

We have a new apartment. Move in May 1st.

Everything is working out really well right now.

:)

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 02:12:11 GMT

Work is going really well. It's nice knowing I'm making enough to support myself. But I kind of miss H&M.

Everything with the apartment will be offical (hopefully) on Tuesday. Move in is May 1st. April is going to go by so slowly. I'll pretty much be alone on campus.

My school workload this week and next week is going to be pretty chaotic.

I wish I could find someone that I'm actually attracted to and not settle on.

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 04:42:27 GMT

Tonight at work I did alot of thinking. I came up with a bunch of names I'd like to name my cat. I really like the name Millie. Or I was thinking Velma or Evelyn because of my grandmas. But mostly I like Millie.

I was imagining living in an apartment, and how my room would be set up and how much fun it would be to take the streetcar to work and back and walk around downtown and paint and be an adult.

I don't know; I've just been thinking alot lately and everything has really come together recently. Seriously.

Also, some tracks from Hilary Duff's new album leaked the other day and so did the new CocoRosie album. And I'm not ashamed to say that they're both amazing.

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 05:29:35 GMT

I got a new job at a call centre. It's downtown and alot of fun and I get so many hours. And plus, I get to walk by Celine Dion's star on the Canadian Walk Of Fame every day on my way to work.

Tomorrow is this Estee Lauder sale at some warehouse. Technically I'm still employed by MAC so I got invitations in the mail and I get to use the employee discount. I went through and added everything up that my Mom and I want, and the total is $517. Ouch, hopefully the discount knocks off a couple dollars.

I think we might've found a place to live for the summer. I'm really excited about all this.

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 16:40:46 GMT

I just wrote a big update about how I can't stand looking at FaceBook pictures of people I went to High School with and how I wish they would just learn how to pluck their eyebrows properly, but I realized I've said all that before and I would just be being repetetive.

I got another job; at a call centre. It's good because I'm guaranteed however many shifts a week I want. So I can stay in Toronto now! I just don't know how I'm going to tel Steph. She'll be pretty pissed off.

My flu is going away slowly. At least I think it is.

My parents had groceries delivered to me yesterday. I love them alot.